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When I grow Up

My, time has not stood still for me, for us, it is the nineteenth day of the first month in the Year of R&R. I have been going through some very, very serious "growing pains". God has been letting me know; as I look back over the past year, the past week, the past decade...He is trying to Grow me up. I recognize this is painful and difficult process, but one that is necessary. Mood swings, hormonal balance "off", have you been there, can you relate. I feel like a little child, at school, when the teacher says, what do you want to be when you grow up? Have you thought about it? Are you ready to start growing up? The scripture gives the hint...when I was a child I spoke as a child, but when I became a man (woman), I put away childish things. When I grow up, think about, send me your thoughts as we take the next few days to talk about, growing up from this space, place, moment time, to the place where God is trying to take us. Come on people, Zion is calling us to a higher place. Stop being such a baby, babies can't experience the mature world or the benefits that come from "being grown".

Epiphany of a CERTAIN Woman
2011

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