Epiphany of A CERTAIN Woman

Part 5, Page 24, Chapter 2017 peering outside of myself and looking at you.  Fierce sister, tenacious survivor, walking softly but carrying a big stick.  Carving out your course, your way...choosing to do what you do with your signature on it.  You know who you are and you embrace that knowledge.  You move with ease from one season to the other without missing a beat.  You make it look so easy, smooth operator, embrace that space.  Looking at you inspires me to continue, I see you gently making waves, changing the scene so discreetly many don't even notice.  By the power vested in you, you are making a difference bigger than yourself, larger than your issues that will impact generations yet to be born.  I see you because I am you and we are much, much better together.  Here's looking at you and moving on to do greater ...#WRGS!

Part 4, Page 11, Chapter 2017  Now rising to the occasion, it's that moment.  I realize that I have been enabled and am now empowered to deliver the same that has been provided to me.  I have been enabled by love to love.  Beyond my wildest dreams and imaginations I have been enveloped with this love that lifted me to heights unfathomable and peace beyond my understanding.  I have no other option except to share freely what I have so freely been given.  So, as this substance has been poured into me and has overflowed, into my saucer...so I share with you.  Up with the cup this Love's for you.  Remember when in the midst of difficulty and the grips of despair have taken hold on you...YOU ARE LOVED.  No matter what is happening or not happening, when you have done it all right or when you missed a beat, YOU ARE LOVED.  After the storm and before the sunshine is revealed YOU ARE LOVED.  This love is the enabler and one of the most imp...

Part 3, Page 18, Chapter 2017 it's time to take a seat and see the world with brand new eyes!  Get rid of the lies you heard, replace the word that would negatively impact your thoughts.  Stop running, keep still, trust your heart and commit if you will to the will of the author, He knows the story. You deserve to take a seat and enjoy the moment, live in it, embrace it, cherish it and allow it to become a sweet memory forever in your mind.  Stop running, stop talking, stop and just take a seat.  Clear your mind and breathe in deep, deep until you feel the wind lifting you from that low place and then blow it out, hard and loud so that you hear it escaping from your lungs like a bird freed from a snare!  Turn the page and continue to journey W ithout R egret G uilt or S hame #WRGS .    Remember every now and then to just TAKE A SEAT!  

Part 1, Page 31, Chapter 2017 -  My thoughts and words today are towards my Sisters in Silhouette or Shadow Sister.  So strong and powerful, but hiding in the background, regretting, unsure, feeling guilty or ashamed of surviving, or falling or getting up or winning or losing, if I can see your shadow, you are still here and now it's time to live.  Shadow Sister come out and be counted.  Standing strong there between the surface and the light as big as can be for all the world to see. Shadow Sister, protected from the rain, your face not showing yet, but must be revealed as proof for what is real.  We see your strength even in the shadow, as the light shines down on you, as you find your way between the hard spaces and difficult places.  We hear your voice yet strong and mighty your message shared from the shadow.  Making moves towards your destiny, breaking the chains and getting free.  Shadow Sister, don't fear, don't fret your moment is coming ...

Part- 1, Page 6, Chapter 2017 - Embracing M.E. (My Eve-Olution)!  We have a brand new scene in 2017. Navigating through the various landscapes, habitations, atmospheric pressures have all revealed for me a clear view of my authentic self.  Looking in the mirror and actually seeing, speaking my truth and actually hearing it, in the most raw form and not offering apologies for that truth.  Arriving at this place required me to leave skin, blood and sweat as a sacrifice on the altar that resulted in a life altered, scene changed, re-arranged and now sustained. Today, there is gratitude, on this day, when the world recognizes and acknowledges the manifestation of my soul's lover, I too appreciate my own epiphany, when I discovered the incredible power within, I chose and will continue to choose, from this day forth to use it to the fullest.  I am now living in that free place, liberated and substantiated,  making every decision and reflecting on every area of this ...

Page 8, Part 2, Chapter 2016 embracing M.E. (My Eve-Olution).  Sitting here reflecting on you.  In awe and appreciation of your power in every area of life.  Recognizing that you have enabled me, (in a good way) with a level of strength beyond my human ability.  Because of you, I am confident that all things will work out for my good.  You have guided and provided, opened and closed, lifted and brought down, wounded and healed, mortified and made alive.  You are amazing.  I just wanted to acknowledge you once again as the source of my strength and the strength of my life.  No one else gets the credit for who I am, no one else would tolerate me, with my flaws and short-comings like you have or like you can, no one else is worthy of all of me except you who has given me all of you.  So, I say with all the passion and tenacity that you have instilled in me hello Love, hello!  Thank you for the of the most abundant life!

Page 21, Part 1, Chapter 2016, Embracing M .E. (My Eve-Olution) requires so much more than I could have ever imagined.  The requirements are appreciated, had not been anticipated, but are recognized for bringing out the very best in me.  My truth resulted in my liberation.  My truth broke the chains and set me free to live on purpose.  Initially, this new found freedom was overwhelming and at times caused some unexpected anxiety, but I did not allow it to drive me back to the prison that diminished my being.  I had to reach, reach, reach beyond myself and my finite understanding and find strength in the one who arranged my release.  I discovered a level of faith and knowledge that I had not known in the past.  I discovered how to wear my liberty, how to remain balanced in this freedom to avoid it causing my demise.  The temptation is great at times to flaunt it, flirt with the benefits of it, find adverse uses for it, but I dare not use it f...

Page 15, Part 1, Chapter 2016 - Embracing M.E. (My Eve-Olution) has grown me and shown me how to deal with the Truth, my truth.  I've learned how to accept it for what it is and use it to navigate through the rest of my journey.  My truth has taught me that I am simply a vessel for use by the master, created in His image, for His purpose.  Enjoying the benefit from the blessing that is abundant life and health and strength that is found in Him.  My truth is that I am because He is.  My truth is I had doubt but He gave me determination.  My truth is that I had fear, but He gave me faith.  My truth broke me and hurt but He healed and made me whole.  My Truth bought me sorrow, but He gave me joy.  My truth is that I fell, many, many times...I failed many, many times, but because of His truth I am standing, forgiven to forgive, loved to love and living to fulfill the purpose of He who created me, He who is The Truth and the Life! It is my t...

Page three, Part I, Chapter 2016 - I am so elated to have discovered this thing.  The Epiphany, the Eve-Olution, the fact that I matter.  No matter what has happened yesterday,  last year, just a few moments ago, I still matter.  Good, bad or ugly experiences have been part of my journey, but everything has worked out for good and I have not been utterly destroyed. Lessons I have learned I will take into the rest of the journey.  It is impossible for me to do this for me only, so this is for us.  Please trust and believe my friends...we can do this, we will do this...hang in there...Now is the time.  Do the Dream in 2016. A CERTAIN Woman My Eve-Olution.

Simply submitting, my will to yours.  Joyfully giving up, no longer holding out, dismissing the fantasy that I can handle it on my own.  Recognizing that you are working out the details even as you clarify the picture that is before me.  What my eyes see, what my heart feels, what my mind comprehends is still so far from what you have in your mind for me.  So, I must go back to the letter you sent me...the Word that reminds me of your plans, your love, your sufficient grace.  The letter that you sent by your prophets and anointed men to encourage me when life becomes challenging.  I refer to the letter often when I have moments of doubt or when fear tries to take over.  I find promises, I find peace, I find healing, I find in the letter, everything that I need for this journey.  Most of all I find that your will for my life is more wonderful than I could have ever imagined.  I find that you are my ultimate source and every resource I need ...

This year of completion.  Time to close and release for liberty and peace.  Not willing, ready or able to deal with another lost opportunity.  Not trying to leave another task undone, another promise unkept, another desire wanting...this is the year of completion.  I have been with HIM, in the Secret Place, Under the Shadow and now, He said...it is time to finish what has been started.  Are you feeling stuck, still, paralyzed?  Hopeless and/or helpless to do anything about that feeling...well, I am here to tell you that it is time to ARISE...get up from there and let's get it done.  Whatever you do, don't lose the passion for that purpose.  Even when you are down...think on that thing, the purpose for which you were created.  The desire of the lover of your soul to get glory out of you...His jewel.  Passion on purpose is what He had when He commanded you to come forth out of your mother's womb and He put that same passion in you to be ...

Listen...I hear destiny calling... Taking a moment to look back and look forward.  Counting the blessings of the present, past and future. Capturing each second and using it on Purpose, nothing should be wasted.  There is a plan and a purpose, a passion that pushes, presses, prepares and dares the spirit of the human to take a leap.  Into a place that has not yet been discovered, a place that has been imagined, dreamed about, anticipated, contemplated...but not yet discovered.  The time has come and gone, but wait, it has been redeemed...now you can do it.  Discover, uncover, walk, run into you place of purpose.  Fear has failed to keep you paralyzed this time...now go, move, shake yourself loose and do what you see in the visions you have seen. It is the twenty-fifth day in the first month of the year to Close and Release for Liberty and Peace.  Claim your freedom...Destiny is calling!!!!

Today as I turn, page 24, Chapter 2014...there are some question marks in this mind of mine.  There are some inquiries going on between the soul and the spirit.  There are some eyebrows raised as the examination of the past clashes with the present and contemplates the future.  What move shall I make, what road shall I take.  Stepping, always in a manner that is so uncommon, treading into paths that I make with His strength...every now and then there are some questions...but only for a moment, because trust makes me, forces me to depend on the captain of the ship, the author of the story and I continue.  I still say yes while trusting, moving, giving and living as He works it all out for my good....Got WORDS!!!?????

My sisters...it has been sometime since I have entered a post on this blog.  My, my, my, but trust and believe A CERTAIN Woman has been applying each epiphany to her own life.  As first partaker of the fruit of the vine...I am grateful for each word and appreciating the result of the planted seeds. As I continue to appreciate the P.O.W.E.R. of WORDS to affect and effect every part of a human being, I am very keen on the choices I make with words.  Knowing that I have the power to except or reject any word that comes to my mind (first) and certainly I am in control of every word that comes out of my mouth. So as we have crossed over into a new year...please journey with me as we make positive word choices for our discovery of destiny. Noting the other day how, as I was sitting alone, excited after and amazing celebration for one of my friends, I felt a little uneasiness in my spirit that seemed to be trying to bring me down to a low place that I did not want to ...

Press!!!! The time is now,  there is no option for turning back!  What is needed now is the Press.  The definition of Press- move or cause to move into a position of contact with something by exerting continuous physical force .   It is a verb, action is required to move from this point.  There is no time for slack or turning back.  The Press is moving us even when we feel like we cannot move on our own.  We are in the Press, we are required to Press, we must accept the Press and we will experience the move.  The next move will greater than any we have experienced before.  The move that we thought we would not see, the move that did not seem possible.  Now we can, now it is...but the only way to the Glory is by way of the Press.  Need to get rid of the wrinkles, straighten out the rough places...Press.  The heat may be applied during the process, but the end result will be smooth all over.  Press...we can, you can, we must...

STAY there, above the ashes.  Don't worry about the wind that is blowing in your face right now...it will subside in a little while.  Don't be concerned about the unknown, it will be handled by He who knows all.  Your destiny is sure, your purpose secure and the plans He has for you are settled in heaven and will MANIFEST on earth.  You were created for His Glory...and His investment in you will yield a great return.   STAY there, above and not beneath, ahead and not behind.  STAY on the front line, poised to answer and move when called upon.  STAY there above the ashes...Life depends on you ... not just your own!!!! A CERTAIN Woman

Page 1, part 11 Chapter 2013...First day of my birth month, as I continue turning the page.  Thrilled to have been chosen to be one of many subjects in the Master's Chronicles.  Prepared for the greater of His promises.  Looking forward to locking arms with CERTAIN Women in our quest, pursuit, journey for destiny and purpose fulfillment.  Grateful for this author who inspired me to love him.  Grateful for the author who provided words to my bosom and allowed me the opportunity to share and impact nations with those words.  I am today, simply grateful for the promise kept by HIM, to never leave me or forsake me.  Even when I did not deserve His Love...He still loved and gave.   Today my dear readers, I have completed one chapter, one piece, one volume and I am more than ever ready to go on. The Story behind my praise.

So, I continue turning the pages...the last two months have been fuel to the fire.  I keep digging and digging to see what I shall find.  The desire to fulfill all the space in between my dash with purpose and destiny drives me to diligently seek answers and direction.  Latest word...Keep the Change...and Make it Matter... What's the matter...me, I am the matter...and every situation, challenge, change, obstacle creates more Matter.   Matter is --(noun) physical substance in general, as distinct from mind and spirit, that which occupies space and possess rest mass. Matter -- (verb) -- Be of importance, have significance,... So, the change that I did not expect, I must accept and make it matter, the hurt that came will matter, the tears that fell, the betrayal, the disappointments, the lack the plenty, the valleys and the mountains, they all will be experienced during this story, on this journey and the most important and significant responsibility that I have...

Still working on my mind...PMS -- what does it really mean...another of mine while I wait for your interpretation. PMS -- This day, this moment, turning the page...still I turn.  Part 5, page 6, chapter 2013.  PMS(Pardon Me Sister), I have just been caught up in a moment of down-time, trying to grind and grind, as I continue on this journey to find....me...M.E., the she He intended me to be.  At times, it results in a state of confusion, delusion, but, at those moments...PMS(Pardon Me Sister).  If you are patient with me during those times, I promise you, you will appreciate the results.  I know, I have not been myself lately, I have been working on M.E., Her, He has been doing a work in M.E., on her... but PMS(Pardon Me Sister) and keep me lifted in prayer.  This is not the time for criticism, that time will come soon, right now, I admit to you, I confess to you...this is not M.E., but I am coming out of this...just endure with me, hang in there with m...

PMS -- What does that mean to you????????? So...as I gathered myself together today...I realized that we, sisters (and others) have an acronym in our vocabulary that can mean a number of things.  We, being the amazing, complex, creatures that we are, experience, usually on a monthly basis...what we call PMS...yep, it is the reason for many, many things.  My mood, my attitude, my tears, my laughter...my pain, extra weight gain, no joy..."I hate that boy", those three little letters...PMS brings a variety of thoughts to mind.  Well, as I was thinking a thought today as I see these three letters dancing in my head, it's time we put a new spin on this little acronym...can you help me with this one, yep, it's My Epiphany...it's all about perception.  I believe that we can create a new meaning for these three letters P M S...and trust me, when you see them, hear them again...you will be thinking something different.  I will start...please send me your thoughts a...