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Discovering Me

Blessed I am on this beautiful day. It is the eigth day of the fourth month in the year R&R(ReCover&ReStore). A new day with breath in my body, it is another opportunity to fulfil my destiny, to understand my purpose. It is a day to discover more about me. Who I am, Who I am becoming, most importantly who God has created me to be. I discover the limitations that my frail, finite mind has bound me with. I discover the lack of faith and trust in God for life's issues that are seen through my eyes of flesh and understood through my limited understanding. Seeing through a glass darkly is what the Bible says. I am discovering how to push passed what I see (in the natural) and look with anticipation and hope to the bright future God has in store for me.

Me, a woman of many colors, shades and views. Me, a woman with a story of triumph, trial and tenacity. Me, she is a mother a wife a daughter a sister and a friend. Me, she is one who desperately seeks to understand the will of God for my life and even more desperate not waste time on things that don't contribute toward that will.

Me, is sometimes confused and lonely on this path due to the visions and dreams that have been placed within me. Me, is sometimes in doubt but not a doubter, sometimes in despair, but not destroyed. Me, is daily walking, trusting and learning to trusting, hoping and anticipating that great and precious promises that have been given to me. Me, she is God's woman first and far most. Me, she is God's jewel and precious gem. Not to be taken lightly but to be respected and honored.

Walking in the light as He is in the light, Me, I am she, blessed beyond stress, expecting, anticipating, trusting and most of all enduring. The end of the race has been determined...I win. Me, I must just stay in it and go on no matter what it looks like. I must, Me, we must stand and be steadfast and unmoveable and abounding. This labor is not in vain.

Epiphany of a CERTAIN Woman
2011

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